Let me start by saying, intelligible thought are not readily flowing through my fingertips, at the moment.

I have so much on my mind, things that, when I'm not sitting in front of the computer, I have easy access to. Every time, as of late, that I have the opportunity to write, here and on my other blog, all of my sense seems to leave me. In fact, this blog, thus far, is the most coherent thing I've been able to write in the last 2 weeks. Hopefully, I'll be able to organize some of the things that have been clogging up my brain.

money
jobs
my nephew
my parents
my sister
the dogs
the horses
maintenance on the outdoor buildings
privacy or rather lack there of
transportation
my birthday
Oklahoma and my friends there
grass, trees, weeds
vacuum cleaners
cleaning out the shed (smashing all the things in it that are not mine)
my cousin in DC
jealousy
lust
escape
vacation
exercise
headaches
impatience
frustration
fireworks
losing weight
cleaning
eating right
avoiding things made in china
trying to buy things that are environmentally friendly
loneliness
sex
painting walls and buildings
painting for entertainment
getting the poem in my head out and onto paper
the election
the war(s)
stupid campaign ads
chocolate
freedom (all definitions of freedom are applicable)
comedy (too many jokes)


I'm just mentally and physically beat to a pulp. I'm sure that from the above it is clear, that my marbles are banging around in my skull in no particular order. I feel a little less jumbled after having written all the crap in my brain down. Hopefully this little regurgitation of the mind will help get me back in working err..... writing order.

"SERENITY NOW!!!"