It's HOT

A little departure today, from the last posts. They were a little taxing to write, and surely would be taxing to read.
And no one likes to be taxed :+)

It has been hot here. Not 107 degrees for 9 days hot, (that really sucks), but humid sickening NJ hot. Working outside, you fully appreciate the difference a few degrees can make. But the really bad part of hot weather and working outside is Airconditioning. Going in and out of the AC makes you feel so sick. But, oh well, its still better then being freezing cold. But there's fun things about the heat: so much fun can be had outdoors, especially in the water. For the first time in a long time, i want to go to the beach, the ocean, the lake, it doesnt matter, a pool might even work. I've lost 25 lbs since december and i dont feel nearly as tired, or as disgusting looking as i did before. I still want to loose more weight, but i'm being very dilligent, and i expect to reach my goal. So the point of the weight thing i guess, was that i found a bathing suit i'm comfortable in, and dont look like a freak wearing, lol. But its not just that, i'm in a better frame of mind then i have been in a long time. That probably has the most to do with me wanting to do something i havent had the ambition to do for so long.

well,
goodnight


sarah