I am, I guess, a giant hypocrit. I've always been convinced that a persons inability to control there drive to procreate, was laziness, weakness, and egocentric. As I've gotten older and experienced several years of the loud ticking of my biological clock, I've at least accepted that people who want there own biological children are not egomaniacs. But I still struggle with the shear desperation people come to to reproduce. I think its insanity to manipulate your own body to concieve a child. So, i grew up a little more and accepted that some peoples biological clocks must go out of control, afterwhich some sort of psychosis sets in, compelling them to throw bags and bags of cash at doctors, and take ungodly doses of drugs. So I've empathized myself into nodding and smiling and being supportive. I really try not to be judgemental, and I think overall I do ok, but when it comes to reproduction, I just cant control it. Like I said, I've made some progress, but I still become such a self righteous bitch, for lack of a better word, about the whole thing. But here is where I become a super hypocrit. I have gone bonkers. So many people I know are having babies. I'm so jealous. Now keep in mind, I'm not married have no boyfriend and do not have the space or money for a baby, but I want a child.
What is wrong with me?
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